It is almost the end of the month. The new event is already coming. What did I go through this week? Bad mood Family day Preparation for the event Preparation for the exam retake Well, let me first start with the bad mood. This week was really tough week for me. I don't really know what happened, but I was feeling so depressed and lonely. Is it a culture shock or what? If yes, then it took too much time. Actually, this year was really difficult year, I needed to face a lot of things, the things I didn't want to face. I would never wish someone to feel the same. And this week became like break point for me. I was never asking for a help, and maybe this caused this depression, I was always trying to solve everything alone. Now I understand that it is not how it should work, people need to share their feelings with the other people, so it can become a bit easier to live your life, to overcome those difficulties. So, I became really negative, I didn't see the poi...